After much thought and careful consideration, I finally did it. I went and bought some diet pills today. I just can't do this anymore.

I have personally known 4 people who have tried them and all of them lost weight and only one of them had any kind of side effects. And she's a 59 y/o hypochondriac so I wasn't surprised by that all. But, the other 3 did really AND lost the weight. So I'm gonna try it.

I have a 3-month supply. I will take every last pill because it wasn't cheap. Even if I lose 30 or 40 pounds and get myself started then good deal. And if at the end of that 3 months I have a few extra dollars laying around (yeah like *that* will happen) then I'll buy another 3-month supply. We'll see.

It also came with a huge tub of chocolate protein drink that I can use to replace a meal. I thought it would be best to drink it for breakfast. I've heard the drink is good so we'll see. When (noticed I said when and not if) I start losing weight I'll post a before and after picture and pictures along the way.

Don't anybody go freaking out about any of this. It's not like I'm going to take a magic pill, keep eating like I am and lose weight. I do plan in changing what I eat. And excising like I have been. I'm just getting a little jump start. It's 100% ephedra free and caffeine free. It's all herbal stuff so it won't kill me.

Or at least I hope.

Ha ha ha. Boy some of you were wondering who I willed all my millions to for a second huh? I'll be fine. I've been through the birth of a child, a bout of pneumonia, having a part of my bowel blow up, had half of my bowel cut off, and a shit bag in which to collect my shit for 6 months, believe me, I can handle diet pill.

So wish me luck and if after 3 months I've lost 30-40 pounds I'll be one happy camper. Then I'll only have 800 more pounds to go.

I can do that right?

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It was such a nice quiet Monday. I do realize that it is not over yet. Summer so far is going great.

Shit I gotta go clean out the fish tank now, the poor thing is getting so cloudy. I wonder if Bo and Constantine are still alive? Oh I'm sure they are.

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