Being the bigger person, I decided to defer future rants to another outlet. Thank you. I won't fog anybody's mind with shit that doesn't matter.

For those of you who wondered whatever became of me and old friend of high school, I can tell you nothing. I had phone calls all day wondering what happened, apparently a guy gives you a ride home and the whole world knows LOL. He was very nice and gentlemanly but that was it. He has a girlfriend and that's very cool for him. Although I find it very strange when he was telling me he's never taken the plunge and that he just hasn't "been with the right person yet" and yet he has a girlfriend now but whatever. My best wishes to the two of them. If it doesn't last then well, ummm yeah.

Speaking of weird relational shit, so yesterday I was looking through the Yahoo personals which I do from time to time. Not to find a date but just to see if I know anybody. It turns out that I usually do know a few people. I look at men and women. Anyhoo, I ran across a profile and a picture and I had to do a double take. I stared at that pic forever. Then I looked at his profile to give me clues as to if this was really the person I thought it was and everything matched up perfectly. See, the pic was a little dark and I wasn't sure if it was him. But after confirming everything on the profile and looking at the pic I am 100% sure it is him. And then I was in complete shock. Mostly because he is married!!! So I did what every good girl does and I called Jada and told her. She knew him at one time as did I (better than her though). We went over all the possibilities in our heads and decided that whatever the situation was, it was best left untouched by both of us. I certainly am not one to judge. And there may very well be things that I don't know regarding this person and his marriage. So there, it's left alone. Although I could have some fun with it (especially considering the family) I will not. To each his own. If he wants to seek out women on the internet while he's married to someone else so be it. That's his gig and I shall just try really extra hard that I didn't see it and hope it goes away.

With that my little break here is over. I have been developing a somewhat unhealthy obsession here in the last few weeks but don't worry it's nothing dangerous to anybody. Not even to myself really.

My protein shake and 3 pills are calling me now. Diet going okay, I've lost about 10 pounds. Certainly not what I had hoped but since I've paid for it all I'll finish it out and see what happens. I guess if I can lose like 20-30 pounds on this stuff that's a great start for me.

Here's to hoping. angel - 2005-06-27 15:16:51
ooh man that sucks!! i sometimes look to see if my bf has an ad up. no luck here thank goodness. ;)
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