10 years ago.. I was married (hard to believe huh?) with a new house and one year old daughter. This was about the time my marriage started falling apart. It was about that time I realized that I was no longer in love with my husband and we were not compatible as parents. It was also the time I was being very controlled and basically was told what to do and when to do it. Anyway, ten years ago was a miserable time in my life. THe fact I had my beautiful daughter was the only thing that gave me joy.
5 years ago..I had just been working at home for a few weeks. I think I had just gotten out of a long-term relationship too. I think we had been dating for like 2.5 years or something like that. I was SO excited to be working at home with a 6 year old so I could be there all the time for her. I had NO CLUE how working at home and being a hermit would change me. Mostly in a bad way. But I think it's all for a reason. If I hadn't done that I wouldn't be where I am today and I would have never decided to have a career change.
1 year ago..Not much going on. I had just come back from Salina for the weekend where I met up with Jax and she gave me a laptop to borrow so I could have internet access for a while. Just living life, nothing too exciting going on at all.
Yesterday..Yesterday was a total relaxation day. Slept in late, laid around all day. Watched TV. Did absolutely nothing of importance. Loved it.
5 snacks..
Ice cream
Lofthouse cookies
Popcorn
Fresh fruit (yummy)
Graham crackers
5 Songs I know all the words to..
"You outta know" Alanis Morisette
"It takes two" Rob Base & DJ Easy Rock (I know you're jealous!)
"My Immortal" Evanescence
"True" Ryan Cabrera
"Since U Been Gone" Kelly Clarkson
5 things I would do with 100 million..
Pay off my bills
Buy myself a new house and houses for my family and friends
Pay off all my family's and friends' bills
Travel the globe
Buy a vacation home somewhere exotic
Places I would run away to..
Paris
New York City
Italy
London
Caribbean
5 things I would never wear..
Bikini (unless I wanted the beach to myself)
Stirrup pants
Leg warmers
Cowboy boots (did years ago during my "country music rocks" phase 1991 - 1996)
Low rise hip hugger jeans (unless I wanted to clear a room)
5 current television shows..
Extreme Makeover: Home Edition
Desperate Housewives
Big Brother 6 (don't even get me started)
Laguna Beach (sue me)
Best Week Ever (best SHOW ever)
5 biggest joys..
My daughter
Being dorky with Jax, laughing till my eyes tear up and my stomach hurts
Thinking about being a nurse
Chocolate
Singing along with the radio
5 favorite toys..
My cell phone
My computer
My digital camera
My DVD collection
My scientific calculator
5 biggest non-joys..
Going to the dentist
Driving an old and ugly car
Being fat
Being tired
Housework
K that's enough for me. I'm finally off work and exhausted. It was a very busy night for me and this girl is gonna go watch TV and hit the bed runnin.